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2010-01-25T06:13:00.000-08:00

2009-12-19T08:27:00.000-08:00

YOYOYO! This is the 75th and last post! Woooooo!
hahahahs, i've changed link yeah!
and after much consideration, some people are just too busybody.

and i shall not post my new link here.

you've caused trouble to my friends, and thats enough.

so please ask me for my new link on msn yeahs,

i'd be glad to give it to you provided you don't go around

disturbing my friends causing them to change their links.

don't be such a ass. my msn @

untrusted-loyalty@hotmail.com

2009-12-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

Peepos! I think i'm going to move my blog once again.
Haaaaaaaahs, or maybe just create a private one that only

my friends know about it .

'cause whenever i don't feel pleased with that particular person,

i can't type it out here, people will start asking craps -.-

and nowadays, i hate people probing into my life for some reason.

psychological problems bah, no one knows.

haaaaaahs, shall tell later on if i am changing link or creating a new blog.

/♥ editted!

i have thus moved blog!

i don't really want to private it,

i have already created it and i shall move

into in tomorrow. :D

so peepos thats missing out!

ask me on msn for my new blog link!

don't give others that ask you for it yeah!

w loads of love and thanks, for peace, fun & joy.

♥rena

/edit.

Random quiz.

2009-12-07T09:09:00.000-08:00

1. Real name: Rena
2. Nickname: Lots, retarded ones esp.
3. Birthday: 30Oct. Remember'it(:
4. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
5. Male or female: Female.
6. Elementary: Jwps.
7. Middle School: Blss.
8. University: -
9. Best friends: Loads [:
10. Hair Colour: Currently, light-brown.
11. Long or short hair: Around shoulders= long/short?
12. Loud or quiet: Bothh.
13. Sweats or jeans: uhm?
14. Phone or camera: CameraPhone,
15. Heath freak: Not really.
16. Drink or smoke: Nah.
17. Do you have a crush on someone: I suppose so?
18. Eat or drink: Eattttt <3

19. Piercings: 4.

20. Tattoos: Nah.

First,

21. Sugery: None.

22. Piercing: k2?

23. Bestfriend: Clique (:

24. Award: Huhh?

25. Vacation: MALAYSIAAAAA!

26. Sports: Basketball, Swimming.

27. Crush: Sec2

28. Pet: Baby, my dog.

29. Big birthday: 1years-old.

Currently,

30. Eating:

Air.

31. Drinking: Salivaa.

32. I'm about to: Post this freakking quiz.

33. Listening to: Sound of th-wind. woooo~

34. Plans for today: Sleep soon, or else i'll get scolded anytime soon.

35. Waiting for: My phone to ring.

Future,

36. Want kids: Prolly.

37. Want to get married: Prolly.

38. Whose your love: HYS! ♥
39. Careers in mind: Singer/ Dancer.
Which is better?
40. Lips or eyes: Eyes
41. Shorter of taller: Pathetically, short.
42. Romantic or spontaneous: Both, any-one will do.
43. Nice stomach or arms: Bothhh.
44. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive.
45. Hook up or relationship: Huhh?
46. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both (:
Have you ever,
47. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope.
48. Ran away from home: Wanted to.
49. Sniff gum or smoke: Nah.
50. Killed someone: Wanted to.
51. Broke someone's heart: Yeah, i tore their hearts apart :3
52. Been arrested: Nope
53. Cried when someone died: Yeah.
You believe in,
54. Yourself: Yeah!
55. Miracles: Miracles do happen!
56. Love at first sight: No, thats stupid.
57. Heaven: Yeah!
58. Santa Claus: YEAH! ILOVEHIM! LOL.
59. Male nipples: What's there to believe in in this?
60. Kiss on first date: Never-ever.
Ans truthfully,
61. Is there one person you wanna be right with now: Yeah, HYS. [ i.m.p.o.s.s.i.b.l.e ]
62. Are you seriously happy in where you're in life now: Not really, just acceptable.
63. Do you believe in god: Yeahh!
64. Tag four person: Can't think of any. Who dk what to post on blog, take it and credit me ! :x

Yes, got tagged by Tab. :D
Currently it's 1:24am.

Heading to bed reallyyyyyy soon. :x

Have been heading out these few nights. not days, lol.

internets' been really laggy, haahs.

anyways, my "korean-learning-in-progress."

has been progressing well :D
and.. i may be able to take up dance! *clap-claps

well 'cause i'm going to work soon, i know it's abit late for me

to be working cause half of the hols are gone alr.

yeahs, been searching hard though.

haaahs, shall meet-up w friends whom i haven't met in awhile. (:
Annyeonghi-gyeseyo. Bye readerrrs! :D

fxcked up , after-chalet.

2009-11-17T08:18:00.001-08:00

what if.
you were to ask for smth and you get a scolding in return?
what if.
you searchED for a job, and you called ur workplace but they didn't answer and your mom goes.
faster go search for a job la, no money still go out go out.
what if.
you had thoughts before, to hurt yourself/someone else. and you're thinking about it again.
what if.
you felt hopeless and theres no one there for you.
what if.
you had to go out, and your mom says, go go luh, i'll make sure you don't return to this home.
and you just merely went out to a class event. and you have t part w this class after a month.
answer me, how would you feel.
it's like you just ask for smth,
and all you asked was "can i go?"
and all of a sudden, words, hurting words came flying to you.
physical abuses, verbal abuses.
everything, yes, everything.
while a moment ago,
you were playing and jumping and dancing happily.
w your classmates, regardless of male or female.
you were there w them, playing, enjoying every single moment of it.
bbqs, crappy talks, laughters and everything nice was w you.
and that was just a mere moment ago.
and now you just feel like torturing yourself.
make everything hurt so badly that you wont ever get hurt again.
no matter how harsh you are to your own.
you just feel numb.
you don't feel pain, nor happiness, nor how cold/ how hot you are.
you just don't care about anything now,
you just wished you could just die,
just stay away from every human race,
every living things, every piece of thing in the world.
but there's something thats stopping you from these,
the ones YOU love, not those who loves you.
being in a situation like this, how / what will you do.
and these things just finished like merely a minute ago.

now i don't feel anything anymore,
i just thought of shutting out my life, lay in eternal light.
feeling peace, w your loved ones. w out restrictions from fxcked up parents.
just peacefulness, surrounding you, and you have everything you need.
and everything you want, how blissful is that place.. how beautiful .
nvm, nobody will understand me, nor try to understand me..
i'm just a nobody, a loner.
forget it. the more i talk about it,
the more i feel, and the more i feel, the more i want to die.
bahs, just forget it . let me rot away, alone, in the darkness, maybe one will find me.
maybe, just maybe ..

if only you're willing.

2009-11-15T04:42:00.000-08:00

To this special someone,

Hey, even though you care so much about how i felt.

But i want to tell you, i still love you, be it for who you are,

and what you are. It's my first time experiencing like this,

and i really hope to have a happy ending.

Even though we've met for only a few times,

you've made me anxious when im with you.

I feel anxiety, nervous and all sorts of feelings when you're

close to me. I don't dare to look you in the eye,

but whenever i turn to look at you, i'd only steal a glance.

'cause you always turn away from me,

i always felt that you're looking out for me .

I don't know why, but it's instincts. /♥

Back to posttt! [:

heeehs, today whole day eat one meal only luh,

sian. first time siaa, broken the record of 5meals /day (:
lalala, today idk why so down,

hais, imh ):
shall stop here,

tmr i have extra maths class,

bored , wna skip class man -.-

nvm shall make the run when teachers not looking :D

yawwwwwwwwww!

2009-11-14T07:21:00.000-08:00

yo! back to post after a long time, i guess :x

it's been 10days since i posted :)

These few days went out, w CG.

was quite fun and enjoyable,

SS501's New song got me addicted :X
Love Like This (:

Niceee! hoho, yesterday hor,

joey went crazy about SS501's intro line.

Lols, crapped loads yesterday night (:
ahhhhhs, sian + shag ahhhh!

really bored!

don't even know my schedule yet .___.

stupid macs ah, so slow! One week liao hor!

hais, I WANT JOIN DANCEEEEEEE ! ):
*Dissapointed DD:
faster give me my schedule!
i want to faster work!
then can faster get pay!
then can go apply for dance!
hais, what a failure .__.

but nevermind bah, don't think i can get into dance class so easily anyways.

haissssssss! cry ah cry.

i think dance will have to wait , quite long infact. ):

learning korean now, through internettt! :D
heeehs, [:

영생시, 사랑합니다!

HappyBirthdayyYoungSaengie, Saranghae!

2009-11-03T06:34:00.000-08:00

♥YOUNGSAENGIE! Happy Birthday! (:
Saengie oppa! Saranghae, hwaiting! :D

--/♥

back to updatee (:
these few days i'm searching for job like mad!
eventually found it, and i'm working w a friend :D
still searching for moree, :x

and please peepos, intro jobs to me.

and dance class will have to wait, ):
maybe after i get my pay, then i'll join.

i think it's like around near end of nov ? o,o
danceeee ): i'll miss you !
i'll miss Saengie more :\\

hais, really going to work extra hard,

and i have to save up too, or else ima work for nothing !
noooo!

i will save, i will and i can ! :D

even though pay's not really high, but at least i can manage

w it luh. and guess what, i have to go for injection/vaccine .

for hygiene purposes, i'm afraid of neeeeeeeedles! ):
but aitheng says it's small and not painful O:
shall believe and stay in believe,

what crap, lols.

after my first pay, all im going to do w it is ~

i think buy the shoes i wanttt! +_+

or maybe not, just buy some sneakers and

then register for dance class.

i may be working even when school re-opens.

to be able to pay for dance fee,

no choice luhs, it's a step towards my dreamm,

have to work hard to it, and i guess, it'll be like

ban gong ban du. half-work, half-study.

really don't wna get money from my parents,

i'm taking too much already :\\

hais, see how bah, maybe if i really cannot cope

then byebye my job! ):
and to peepos who are trying to contact me for the moment,

please do not do so. my phone is broke and so am i .

heeehs, so don't contact me, :3

Thanks for the booklet ;

Fiona Soh Aori, LOL! ( Inside-joke )

Really nice and touched to have it.

Well i love it soo much :D
horhor! Price tag. LOL!
Anyws, thanks so much for everything,

you guys put effort in it, (:
& once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;

♥ Prince Otter (:

w lots of love & gratefulness.

2009-10-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

Yes! It's my birthday today and im grateful for it (:
Firstly it's the last day of school & yups, everyone's happy.

After school had choir, then went home,

mum came home at around 6, went to KFC to eat dinner (:
after dinner mum went to collect cakeee <3

wahahahs, nice chocolate cakeee :x

righhhhht after we cut the cake,

i went w xiaorui & mooxin to Parc Oasis.

they kinda came up w a lie to trick me (:
xr : eh rena, can accompany me take smth from my aunt ?
me: oh okay, who going?
xr : me, you & mx.

me: oh okok,

then after we meet up, cabbed to parc oasis.

when walking in, i was like woah,

Well, first i have to thank ;

YingXiu, Mooxin, XiaoRui, Enning, Tabitha, ShaoQuan, Bronson, HsiehYang & Kenton (:

They prepared a surprise for my birthdayy (:
they prepared food and was waiting for me from like

6+ near 7 to 8 O:
'cause last min i have to celebrate w my family

then i was like dragging the time and they were there

under the rain, waiting for me, *touched.

then when i arrived there,

i'm like halfway there and they were like,

ahhhhh! happy birthday! (:
and i didn't expected them to be there,

'cause after choir En told me she can't celebrate my

birthday w me cause her mother didn't let her go out at night,

and then yingxiu in the afternoon was like

"yes! later can go play lan! woooo!~"

xiaorui was acting the whole time!
she whole day asking me what time what time can go.

after that say after she take her things, go jp celebrate w me.

thn later still last min say call her aunt then instead called

moo's phone! hahahs, thanks ah you guys were fantastic :D

after they sing th birthday song for me,

i kinda went to change 'cause they wanted to go into th pool.

and i was like , HUH?!
i never bring clothes leh, xr & yx was like,

nvm nvm, yingxiu got bring extra clothes for you,

just dont know how ur undergarments nia. LOL!
then after that hy and sq went in the water and somehow,

yingxiu, and shaoquan dragged me into it,

xiaorui, mooxin and enning was pushing from the back,

scary luh they all. :x

but then, i really had fun w them ,

for the first time, my birthday was celebrated w so much

best friends and it was also a memorable one, :D

was playing in the water then got

a few times got dragged down in the water by Sq.

then water go up my nose -.-

pain ah! LOLs.

until nearrr 10+

security came and said we had to come out of the pool

'cause we're not wearing appropriately. :x

so came up, washed up and went home.

--
Thanks guys for everything you've done.

Thanks for the time spent preparing for my birthday.

Thanks for everything you guys did, I enjoyed it throughly (:
--

Didn't have pictures taken, was playing like crazy peoples. :x

shouting and screaming all the way. hahahs :x

Shall end up here (:

w love & loads of gratefulness.

/ it's just a hallucination right?

am i picturing it 'cause i've taken a liking to you?

it can't be, i've been distancing away from you, it isn't true.

if it's true, i hope you've had the same experience.

i don't want it to be one-sided. please be with me (:

w loads of ♥

2009-10-29T05:09:00.000-07:00

heyyoo! (:
back to postin' on my blog (:
and great newwws!
i've been promoted to sec3 Express (:
weeee ! & whats best is,

i'm going for dance class :]

dad agreed to let me go !

weeeeee, hahahs, well and a photo taken yesterday.

Presenting ~
Ying Xiu and meee (:
took this at kfc, and somehow for

this picture only, my eyes looked especially small.

the rest of the picts, they looked biggg o,o

wahahaas, and i shall end my post now.

although it's kinda shortttt, at least i updated okay! (:
w love and peace ;

/♥ Rena

Bowlingggg!

2009-10-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooo!
I'm back to post (:
Blogger still cant upload pics ];
went bowling today, had fun but i was the only girl playing :x

after bowling went to jp to eat our lunchh!
which was still long john;

after that , went to safra and played pool [:

hmms, then played for quite awhile,

went off to eat, and somehow went to eat again :x

*im such a glutton :P
ate at Ishimura, o,o

or something like that.

after finishing our dinner then i went home

and idk if it's the same for the rest [:

and then i'm back here.

blogging unusually [:

and so ; byes ! /♥

desires , hopes . /♥

2009-10-18T03:39:00.000-07:00

Hey ! Erm, sorry for th previous post(s);
wanted to post picture but blogger has problems!
Blogger needs to be fixed! ):
these few days having weird desires,
like ,
-learn dancing & singing .
-earn lots of money for clothes & fashion.
-start travelling around when i reach 18.
-get into the show biz as singer/dancer.
-re-decorate my room .
-doll up like a dancer when going out.
-having loads of freedoms.
-learn korean, & other languages.
weird right?
it's just desires ):
and im looking for a job!
anyone that has one,
call me ! @#$%^&*(
i really need a job badly,
i tried looking up the newspaper ):
asked friends, all no job ):
yearning for alot of things now ):
please , anyone w a job!
intro it to me O:
and surprisingly ,
mum allowed me to learn dance !
/♥ hurray!
shall blog again when pics can be uploaded O:
w love & peace ,

if there was a time machine, i wish not to be born.

2009-10-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

you're a relative to me,
you're not some stranger who took pity on me,
i've been with you for 14years,
and yet you gave me this fxcking attitude,
you've lost your job, my problem?
you've lack of funds, my problem?
you're temper bad, my problem?
you kenna pissed off, my problem?
first thing first,
i wasn't the one that did all those to you.
and please,
mind's youre own, not others.
so why the fxck u gave me those attitude for?
it's not that im the cause of it or what.
tell you guys what,
i don't give a damn about anything on earth anymore,
be it i fail my exams or whatever.

[since parents said,
i'd rather you leave home and stayed in the girl's home.
& since you guys dont give a damn about this home,
then i wont also.]

so what do you guys think about it ?
nice words thats coming from parents right ?
i'm going crazy, sooner or later.
so what for i care so much?
frens?
what are they for?
they don't even bother about you,
and suitors?
such suck ups.
so please people,
dont bother about me.
anymore.
yes, anymore.
since that day that my parents said those words.
i've given up hope,
for the worse i shall become,
for pain i shall overcome,
for hope, thats already gone.
i have given up.
and due to something that my parent said,
in a few month's time,
i won't be able to attend school anymore,
so what for i study so hard to get promoted,
what for i apply my knowledge on school work,
for nothing,
& the saying goes,
you reap what you sow,
thats crap,
believe me people,
theres no one in this world except yourself to rely on.
believe in yourself,
wish for the best in yourself,
good luck peoples.
i love you ,
best wishes for people taking exams, (:

GoodLuck 2e7!

2009-10-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

PICTURE of THE YEAR! ♥
PICTURE of THE MONTH! ♥
PICTURE of THE DAAAAAY! ♥

WOOO!<3 Though i may not look fantastic in it.
But i love this picture so much (:
Well, facebook has lots more though, hmm.
those un-glam ones are included (:
It's exams period. I had my first paper today,
tomorrow's Literature. "Sing to the Dawn"
Such a crappy book. But meaningful story.
Went to Ji De Chi (记得吃!)today after exams,
ate snacks & took loaaaaaaaads of pics (:
Too bad, im just posting the picture of ~
The Year, The Month, The Day, <3

GoodLuck 2E7!
Strive and Reach Out to Your Goals! ♥

w hates

2009-10-02T10:17:00.000-07:00

wooo!, it's long since i came to post.
first thing i wna say is,
don't trifle w me,
i haven't got the patience these days,
so don't, don't even try.
2nd thing,
hey, we're already kind enough to try to understand you.
so why create more trouble ?
mind your own business, and thats done.
3rd thing,
i hate attitude peoples.

--

thats all for the things i had to say.
Exam's round the corner,
it's just a few days away! O:
and anyw i had a haircut.
which is too surprising,
and yes i got my ear pierced again.
th previous piercing closed.
so i went for another one (:
well, i guess thats all for this post.
quite short though.
and sorrys no peektures for my new hairstyle (:
w hates; rena .

; 是否。。。

2009-09-25T08:19:00.002-07:00

为什么。。
大家不能和平相触。
请问，是否只有失去某样东西，才会懂得真细，
但只出了一个小差错，事情，然儿。。便了。
事事难料，情绪也慢慢的恶化了。
考试快到了。大家努力读书吧。。
--
don't mind the words up there,
im just letting my emotions out.
i've been feeling down.
veryveryupset.
keep getting the feeling of being betrayed.
bah, pre-exam stress , i guess.
didn't manage to go for cg.
mum didn't allow, ):
it's okay, i'm going off.
byes, w loads of peace.
lucks for exams,
♥

exams' coming right roundddd! D;<

2009-09-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

i hate exams! :x
really really hate 'em!
hahs, just back from frontier :x
late ler late ler,
nvms heee :D
went to see xiaorui ; yingxiu and ai theng's CO.
very funn :P
heehs, these few days go study study study!
cannot believe it uhs, i, myself also cannot :D
but it's true uhs,
study maths maths maths OO:
♥ i still hate maths. :x
lols, improve improve!
sian ehhhhh!
hahahs, shall end here.
and idk why, i like drawing those erm,
how to say, errrr .
yeah, like those tribal signs
but is randomed drawing :DD
hehes, byebye :]
Goodluck(s) to exam-takers, &
those that are preparing for exams :]]
cyaaas, until over exams are over :D

It's been awhile,

2009-09-11T10:30:00.001-07:00

yoyoyo! :D [ thursday ]
came to update 'bout my life (:
yesterday, had a huge feast .
hahahs, ate loads and loads.
then went to play, near library , went home around 10.
-----
hmms, [ friday ]
weeee~
'sushi' competition O:
met up w joey, my ahboo.
hahahs, from 1 wait until 3 leh!
she very stylo, rawr!
ate long john then met w cg members.
eat eat eat, weekiat& grace's cousin came.
then slowly slowly,
joanna, kelvin, samuel, and 2 other guys.
whom i err, kind of forgotten their names :\
went to ntuc fairprice at around 4+
then headed to Grace's house to prepare for our
''competition'' hahahs,
cooked, fried, steamed, boiled.
did lots of things for the sushi's ingredient.
then soon, we had our Sushi Competition O:
total disaster, hahahs.
teamed up w ;
wee kiat, hock soon, and daniel.
and basically our sushi looks in-edible.
but we still ate it (:
NICEEEEE ! <3
then cleared and wash up.
played 'murderer' while waiting for others to arrive.
play~play~play~.
then started our cg meeting .
Ended around 10+
Thanks Grace for lending your kitchen (:
Thanks everyone for your effort you've put in. (:
Thanks for everything today (:
-----
After CG.
Clifton, Kelvin, went down to prepare for the surprise.
Slowly the guys went down one-by-one.
then we (joanna&joey;me) went down to prepare as well.
We prepared for Sze Yin's birthday.
Although it was early, hoped you enjoyed our surprise (:
Happy Birthday to Sze Yin (:
,
after celebration,
me and ahjo rushed to mrt station.
Jo had to chiong back home.
I have to reach home as early as possible.
but then I reached home around 1130.
haahs, enjoyed throughly today!
Thanks N282 ! (:

you've somehow caught my attention.

Someone's a copy

2009-09-07T23:08:00.000-07:00

to someone ;
you're such a dog.
you're such a copy.
you're everything i hate.
--
Hahs, back from shoppig for 2days,
not literally 2days larh,
but yesterday and today went jurong point,
browsed all the clothes shop.
accessories shop, and etc etc (:
bought a new top (:
Need a necklace to go w it.
but can't find any nice ones.
hahs, these few day dk why like to doll up .
go out also must meimei O:
and these days,
my phone very silent.
and i have huge cravings for darkchoco and
milkchoco.
hais, these few days very troubles laas.
have weird tastes and cravings.
fantasings during times where i have nothing to
do is weird.
xiu, moo and i bought clothes today.
left rui haven't buy.
--
sian luhs these few days.
phone silent -> Lonely.
all busy -> Lonely.
all got cca -> Lonely.
hais,
everyday at home do nothing.
go jp conf spend money.
hais.
really waiting for people jio me out these
hols siaa.
sian, got sch better laa.
but hor, when have sch.
we'd say " holiday better la!"
no sch : " eh, sian leh. go sch better"
so how?
sch or no sch?
best is sch everyday half-day.
shiok die.
hais, nothing to do thn come blog der ok!
be grateful, not.
seriously my phone very silent ):
i got used that it was noisy.
then it got all silent again.
how pathetic?!
byes, thanks for wasting your time,
reading all my craps (:

Thanks and take cares (: ♥

2009-09-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

Thanks to a friend, thanks loads for your encouragements.
& i'm fine already. So it's your turn ehs,
take good care of yourself (: ♥
--
Went to Jp to eat-shop-eat-shop (:
met up w xiu, while deciding we met len & shiying ( len's friend )
ate together, had a laugh and then they went to th movies.
they watching 'Where got Ghost'
a show which i err, watched twice already (:
len and shiying watch movie, me and xiu walk walk.
look for clothes and necklace.
walked for a few hours, by th time we knew it.
it's already 630.
went to grab something to eat.
then got called up.
so slacked awhile after eating.
then went off.
hais, these few days alot of my friends have falled sick.
*woohoohoo! im strong~*
Lols, no lar.
anyw all mr friends that have fallen ill.
take good care of yourselves okay?
i don't want to lose my eating and fun-ing companions (:
So take loads of care !
Stay strong. :D

♥It's too hard to forget about it.

2009-09-05T10:18:00.000-07:00

sucker la, everything cannot,
so act for what. ask so much fxcking qns
then cannot cannot cannot.
whats the problem w u la.
say can then cannot hten can then cannot.
you think very fun issit
like im your dog sia.
so big fxck for what.
everything also my fault la huh
wrong also me, everything also me
never do also me
do already scolded person also me
you need so biased until like that anot
keep say he side me he side me
when do you see him siding me more then you
you side more okay
you more biased okay
him him him.
scold la !
scold sumore!
you scold me just to appease your anger right
you don't even scold him
no matter what it's all my fault ok.
now you got see him side me meh.
i also shout at him what.
he where got even care for me.
you both don't even care what.
still talk so much for what.
that brother of mine also no use one la hor.
i say him no use ,
you scold me
he say me leh?
you dont' give a damn
see how biased you are ok.
i do things, i tio scold, fine!
he nver do okay,
all i do , i tio scold ,
you think very nice the feeling issit
im trying to not be angry.
but then you think i can meh
your attitude towards me .
fine la hor, biased sumore.
scold sumore, say sumore.
im slowly getting immune to it alr la hor.
i used to cry whenever i shout back.
now ?
hahs, forget it man.
last time my heart will pain.
now ah?
my heart is like steel already.
you caused me to become like this.
you made me do stuffs i don't like.
you are the main cause of it.
so don't talk so big infront of me.
and you,
you nvr do i tio scold.
i nicely talk to you
they say i shout.
so whats the point
i tell you one day.
you piss me off.
and they scold me
then i'll shoot everything
they did to me.
every single BIASED things,
she did to me.
and you just sit there .
for once,
im going to cry one last time.
and that's it
i shall be strong.
'cause im all alone now.
family?
you think they're nice?
you think they're always by your side?
NO,
it's friends.
And people would not betray you if you don't .
why can't this world be nice?
why fight?
why steal?
why backstab?
WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!
forget it.
family is merely a name.

it's just wrong ;
and it's all my fault.
isn't it?

♥yayness !

2009-09-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

yayed my day through every, single, little, things (:
things turned out better,
for what i expected and from what i expected.
he came, i brushed pass.
he blushed, i smiled.
shall i say, im getting into some sort of trouble?
lately, my clique's going relationships.
only those that escaped were,
rui & ning.
im getting off my point.
okays, got back my english result (:
err, not really well done.
or maybe one of my worst english results
i'd ever gotten.
guess what, 25/50 .
Just passed, haaaahs,
guess i'll have to buck up on my studies.
and 'cause of some fxckedup assholes.
my mood's been fiery.
but meanwhile,
thanks to someone , my mood's been a lil more patient.
so my mood is unstable.
someone's my medicine (:
i'll have that someone for my smiles (:
my mood and my everything (:
today , maybe it's after some one periodd lesson.
i was pissed, way to th top.
imagine some fxcktards point a laser towards your eye.
how'd you feel? and you don't even know who that fxcker is.
well i know who, but it may not seem that it's obvious who.
haaahs, got detention after school.
such a bore.
don't even know why in this sch must we have this stupid assed up system.
for late coming/comer.
detentioned, went to art room.
found friends, then went to eat.
ate then slacked to B2.
talk talk halfway, a bunch of JWSS der came.
made SOOOO much noise, and then when they went off.
' So noisy siaaaa. Make so much noise'
Those words just came out of their mouth. damnfedup man,
but neverms. soon later ,
i got to go , then we left.
bought food then went home.
after that, changed then go rui house.
did nothing there.
laughed at her random jokes.
then went home at 830.
then slacked infront of computer and now blogging.
falling asleep soon.
these few days very very tired ):
Maybe tmr meeting up for macs :D
yayness <3>kns, you'd better watch your attitude,
even though i've been keeping quiet.
it doesn't mean that nothing is happening.
every single thing that you've done,
are all your doings of 'high&mighty'
please la, don't talk cxck.
you're just a person,
we sympathise more only.
you may think that im too insulting.
but please, reflect on yourself more.

♥Changed ;

2009-09-01T09:13:00.000-07:00

let's say, i have a nice day ?
nice because i enjoyed going to vivo,

but not very enjoying 'cause of some asses.

watched movie, well agn :/

hmms, went w

xiu rui her hy aldin bron kt sq jj
after movie, rushed back to boonlay.

'cause me and tab going off.

so they went off as well.

stop by stop,
left xiu rui her me kt and jj

was pissed on th way back,

nvms, me and her went off first,

'cause her had to rush home, while i have to go to class.

so went to class, slacked 'bits'.

went off, to ljs.

met up w xiu and rui.

then ate, chatted

rui went off first, 'cause she was meeting her mum,

left me and xiu.

chatted until 10+ near 11.

walked her half-way home,

while meeting up w mum.

thn hsh.

thinking about some stuffs.

well like currently,

no mood. or maybe quite down.

haaaas, neverms.

going off (:
♥loads.

♥Teacher'sdayarrival-, -

2009-08-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

yes, glad to hear im back? :]
mood improved loads <3
thanks for everything you guys did :)
these few days not so angry ler, but then still very impatient. ):
but nevermind, must learn ANGER MANAGEMENT , = what shitzx !

since CA week is over, i must say that i've been stressed out.

i did study for my exams, but i didn't really do well.

maths got 10/30.
chinese got 50/100
th rest i forgot :/

sian ah, these few days no appetite sia,

in sch no appetite, at home also don't want eat.

sooner or later my gastric is coming back )):

* rubbish bin spoiled *

hahahs, xiaorui should know what it means.

and currently im pissed about someone.

like if it's not your problem, then DONT MIND IT.

argh, and came back w. a gassy stomach, hahahs, pain pain :/

just now went out at 10+ ,

went to NTUC, just to accompany xiu.
SHE GO BUY SWEET ALSO WANT ME GO.
LOLL, neverminds la, i nth to do at home.

thn headed to macs. bought drinks,

sat down and talked.

then went home around 12+
since it's late already.

went home started on my blog, like finally :\

wahahahs, to end off ~

Smile; Hug; Peace , ♥

-
these few days tio alot things happen,
and then to someone that's too KPO:
Mindyourownbusiness.
whetherigiveittohimornot.
IT'SNOTYOURPROBLEM.
stop probbing,
it's irritating.
nehs, byes, ♥

how can it happen to me?

2009-08-21T09:47:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since i posted on my blog.
Anyways, these few days,

i got fired up easily.
my mood was a total disaster in th morning.

and i basically get pissed by every single thing.

like for eg. Pen no ink .
yes, im being stupid .
im being childish.
im being all the bad things you can imagine.
thats why people loses their trust in me,

people started ignoring me.

they did things that I was supposed to know ,
but i didn't know.

Can you imagine if your very very very very close friend did that to you.

How would you feel about it.
Nice? Ok? Pissed? or Fxckedup?
Just think ok,

everyone has feelings,
and not everyone is perfect.

I just cant take it anymore,

im going crazy any moments now.

may it be from friendship, or personal stuffs.

I am going crazy !

Lene bi, if it's happening that you came and read my blog,
im sorry, but you and L---- have gone overboard.
You both treated me so lightly,

you both were once my frens i can trust so much.

But, even after me and him quarrelled,

you sided him, you didn't cared about me.

What is this? What is happening to you?
i just feel so down and empty inside.

i just cant be bothered no more.

Elu, & Tim, thanks for your supports
encouragements and all those that you guys have done for me.
Im grateful to you guys.

--

MY-TrEX! Thanks for every lil thing that you guys have been going through with me.

Through my emotions and attitudes.
Through what i have experienced,

You were the bestest of my frens .
You guys were the ones i can count on,
but we are seperating.

Our relationships are full of ,

betrayings, backstabbings, and lastly.

we lack of too much , trust.
way too much.
In anyways, i love everyone whom had
made me smile.

End of blog post.
It sounds too emotional to be true.
Thanks for everythings you guys did for me.

2009-08-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

I HATE EVERYONE;
I HATE THIS WORLD;
I'LL HAVE EVRYONE FXCK OFF;
AND IM FLARING UP NOW COS
I CANT TOLERATE;
NO MORE OF THIS NONSENSE ;
IM SHUTTING OUT OF EVERYTHING;
SHUTTING TH HUMAN WORLD;
IM BEGINNING TO FIRE UP EASILY IT'S COS OF YOU.
MOTHERFXCKINGBITCH;
WORSETHENDOG'SCRAP.
HOWIWISHIWOULDKILLYOUTHISINSTANT.

link changings

2009-08-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

i may be changing link, and or closing down my blog,
cos i have beem superbly upset and pissed with some
bitches from my class .
--
and i have enough of these craps ,
so shut the fxck up manzxzx.
and you, enough of your fxcking comments.
fxck ur attitude .
i've been getting fired up these few days ,
and you're adding oil to it .
and for my friend,
i have been controlling my temper .
so dont add on to it .
if you continue on it ,
i'll make sure you apologise ,
like a dog .
well maybe that sentence is familiar to you ?
hahhs, i hope you remember .
and i dont know for some reason ,
that this clique can tolerate ;
your fxcking attitude and your emotions ,
and instead not breaking it with you.
maybe i made it too obvious im shooting you .
but , in any case .
you made me do this ,
and i was wondering why they dont break with you,
and i found out that you have such a strong
' backer ' eh ?
and to tell you,
i dont fear any of them .
so fxck off manxzx,
stop getting on my nerves .
i may not flare up now ,
but it's better you stop all your ridiculous doings .
i've had enough .

back for more :D

2009-07-26T20:59:00.000-07:00

Back to blog !
Ok , yesterday had class grading early in th morning @ 8 Oo
Went to taman jurong cc .
had basics first, then started grading at 9 ?
hmm, i forgot my steps . :X
at number 9 .
ONE KICK WAS LOSTTTTT! -cry-
lalala . but then hope i pass luhs . :D
then had sparring 1 on 1 .
kns 2opponents and they claimed that 1on1 -.-
So was injured in th hand, legs, & butt oO
teared a lil .
after which, went for lunch. then went back to class .
for there is a japanese master that came to singapore
to conduct a special self-defence class :D
and our speed was like so slow , his was 3x faster
and more powerful then us .
so we were like WOOOOOW!
then had training , and some moves were , erm ..
pretty obscene . LOL .
Lucky partner w. girl luhs .
or else we'll have th guy on top of us ( vice versa )
supposed to end at 4 but instead we ended at 5 ,
mainly cos th interpreter came at 4 -.-
damn that interpreter .
but basically i enjoy th whole lesson, throughly .
! PEACEEEEEEEEE :DD

our relationship improved,
you should be happy ,
smiles :D

baaaack!

2009-07-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

hey, back to update you guys about my life.
i have been m.i.a-ing for quite long aye ?
well, anyways i went for a movie just today,

the queue was like woooooow !
it was until , erm .. the 'kopitiam' area.

i woke up @ 1, while we were meeting up at 120pm .

so literally, i waaaaas late .

waited for guys to queued, then went to eat,

MOS BURGER, was on th list.

ate then arcade. 2timesDDR. w. xiu :]

thn went for the game - Spot The Difference.

8peeps, including one uncle, whom we didn't know .

we were staring at one damn screen, searching for th differences.

haaahs, was nice :]

thn went for our movie.

we chosed ticx ..

so the order was messed up by Kenton that suaaku :/

he sat at the opposite side , so everyone was in the wrong direction.

LOL, our order was :
Kenton, YingXiu, Aldin, Weiteng, Me, ShaoQuan, Tabitha, & Bronson.

we watched transformers2.

watched half-way, i was cold, and i merely borrowed ShaoQuan's jacket.

& xiu + aldin , were talking about us. -.-

i mean like, jackets were commonly shared.

and i merely borrowed them , haahs.

after th movie, went to Old Chang Kee .

then all of th guys went home, except for ShaoQuan,

so we kinda stalked him abit.

LOL, xiu's idea :P
then went to eat at banquet.

ate then slacked @ B2.

went to X-CRAFT.

walkwalk, see see .

thn homed .

& my day, ends like that :]]

iloveyou, likehowshesaid.
idontloveyou, likeipresumed.
ohhowiwish, ididn'tknowyou.

2009-07-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

sch reopened!
shag, shag, shag.
can't play computer till late ler.
bored luhs.
short post ;]
ciaos.

Quiz,

2009-06-24T01:52:00.000-07:00

Tagged by XiaoRuii.

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn't have a blog or have already done this quiz. write the names of the 14 peoples you could think of the top of your head, then answer the questions(ignore this part already,do when u feel like ^.^)

1.Joey
2.XiaoRui
3.Yingxiu
4.Enning
5.Mooxin
6.Tabitha
7.Florence
8.Felicia
9.Ashley
10.YueLong
11.Zhendong
12.AiTheng
13.Nicola
14.Kenneth

1.How did you get to meet 7 ? (Florence)
- Maple(:
2. What would you do if you and 13 have not met? (Nicola)
- 1friendless
3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Aitheng&Joey)
- Nothing, they don't know each other (:
4. Have you seen 14 cry? (Kenneth)
-Nope, idontevenwnasee.
5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Enning&ZhenDong)
- I guess ? (:
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (ZhenDong)
- Mr. Handsome (:
7. What's 2's favourite colour? (Xiaorui)
- GREEEEEEEEEEEEN!
8. When was the last time you talked to 9? (Ashley)
- thLast time we met up.
9. What language does 8 speak? (Fel)
- Eng,Chi,&Crap language.
10. Who is 13 going out with? (Nicola)
- I.D.K. :D
11. What grade is 12 in? (AiTheng)
- Grade8, Sectwwo.
12. Would you ever date 10? (YueLong)
- If he'd ask me out .
13. Whats the best thing about 13? (Nicola)
- Cute , Photogenic :D
14. What's the best thing about 8? (Felicia)
- Sacarsm.
15. Have you ever kissed 5? (Mooxin)
- Nope !
16. What was the best memory you have with 7? (Florence)
- Friendly Outinggs :D
17. When's the last time you are going to see 6? (Tabitha)
- Until we part.
18. How is 12 and 14 different? (AiTheng&Kenneth)
- Skinny&Fats.
19. Is 6 Pretty? (Tabitha)
- yeahyeah.
20. How did you meet 5? (Mooxin)
- By the crazy and fat group named MY-EX.
21. Is 1 your best friend? (Joey)
- No, NEVEEER! She's my badbad ahbooboo! :D
22. Have you seen 4 on the last time? (Enning)
- What talking yooh?!
23. Do you hate 12? (AiTheng)
- ILOVEHER! :DDD
24. Have you seen 4 the last month? (Enning)
- Of cos . Same class .
25. When was the last time you talk to 3? (Yingxiu)
-3secs ago
26.Have you been to 5's house? (Mooxin)
- Nope, what a pity ):
27. When's the last time you gonna see 10? (YueLong)
- When he doesn't go for our outings, cos i shall kill him.
28. Are you close to 13? (Nicola)
- Not really, but we have meals together (:
29. Have you been to a movie with 4 before? (Enning)
- Yes ! duh :D
30. Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Fel)
- Yes
31. Would you give 2 a hug? (Xiaorui)
- Yesyesyes! :D
32. When have you ever lied to 3? (Yingxiu)
- Almost everyday, hour, minute, second. :D
33. Is 1 good in socializing? (Joey)
- Yeah, she fat ahboo.
34. Do you know secrets about 9? (Ashley)
- Nope.
35. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. (AiTheng&Kenneth)
- Stranger(s) .
36. Best thing about your friendship with 9? (Ashley)
- Giant & Ant
37. What's the worst thing about 6? (Tabitha)
- *ehhem* too big.
38. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (AiTheng)
- Me not lesbeeeeee ):
39. Does 14 have a girlfriend or boyfriend? (Kenneth)
- If he has, i can go bang wall liao. paiseh,no offence.
40. Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? (Joey)
- Nope!
41. Has 2 met your mom? (Xiaorui)
- YeahYeah!
42. How do you get to meet 3? (YingXiu)
- From the big fat & crazy group MY-EX
43. Did you ever physically hurt 3? (YingXiu)
- Ohyeah!
44. Do you live close to 7? (Florence)
- NOOOOOO . She lives in Bishan (:
45. What's 8 Favourite food? (Fel)
- Sushi ?
46. What kind of car does 1 have? (Joey)
- Toy car . :DD
47. Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Ash)
- Yesss . In singaporeee :D
48. If you give 14 $100 what will he/she spend it on? (Kenneth)
- Howinthworldwouldiknow -,-

Haaaaaaaahs, quiz done :D

2009-06-18T10:35:00.000-07:00

created a new blog (:
Privated too (:
gift-ahug.blogspot.com <3

fat & long quiz.

2009-06-15T05:26:00.000-07:00

Tagged by: FatPig

Favourite(s);
Jeans or Bum: Jeaaaans.
Sport: Basketball♥.
Song: Tons, :D
PSP or Nintendo Wii: Psp!
Teacher: IHATETEACHER(s) (:
Ice Cream or Jelly: Jelly~ *Shakeshake*
Chocolates or Sweets: Chocolateh!
Him : -Please respect my privacy- *Shoots Pig*
Apple or Orange: Apple :D
Cartoon: WinniethPooh♥
Movie: -StartsCounting-
--
Questions,What are you thinking now? What to do next :D
What are you doing now? This quiz and this quiz.
What do you want to do? Go JP bahhs, :D
Who are you thinking abt now? HIMMMM♥
Are you bored? You say leh -.-
How are you feeling? Bored& Lifeless.
Have any personal things t share? Easily shared = not personal liao , duh.
Who do you last hug? Pig luhs ♥
Who do you last texted? Piggg! ♥
Who do you last took pictures with? MY T-REX♥
Tag 10 pple to do this quiz: -i use hearts to represent numbers eh! Special oh!-
♥:Florence.L
♥♥:Felicia.N
♥♥♥:Ashley
♥♥♥♥:Jiahui
♥♥♥♥♥:Joey.W
♥♥♥♥:Yuelong,
♥♥♥:ZhenDong
♥♥:Tessa
♥:Adila

idkwhy, butihys.

2009-06-14T09:40:00.000-07:00

Back to blog yeahs,

well these days . hahs.

shall talk about today, yes only today.

was crapped up in th morning,

ate ducknoodles, for breakfast&lunch.

watch teeveeh, till around 5+ near 6.

bathed, and went to jp.

Slacked, arcade.

ate dinner, then went to cut hair.

Cut fringe, + my precious tail ._.

trimmed, then went back to arcadeee.

waited for mum as she bought food,

for dad & stupid bro.

Slacked slacked,

basketball-d,

slack slack, listen to aunties' talk.

homed.

and thats my life, for today.

im pathetic, my size, my height.

so what's more(?)

im going haywire, does it even concern you(?)

yes? no ?

well, to put it simply.

you're nothing, but a close one.

so whatever you did, it always hurt.

yes, always ..

im hoping for you,

change, like before.

even if you can't.

can't you at least try(?)

utterly disappointed.

ILOVEWWW :D

2009-06-10T07:54:00.001-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH! Went wildwildwet. sehhh~
lawls, went wildwildwet w. OLE OLE OLE CLIQUE.

MY T-REX. woooooooot!

went lazy river ; samsung ; ular-lah; tsunami.
niceynicey! I~~LOVE~~HATESAMSUNG.
i was falling off offf offfff.
we have to clip legs, and my back was facing downwaaards .
wtfreakk! i clipped xiaorui's leg, and when we were pushed down,
i was screaming AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, xiaorui! ILY! -,-
SOOOOOO NICE & UN-GLAM.
cos when we were pushed,
my butt WAS OFF THE FLOAT. like 20cm AWAY,
not so exaggerating luhs. but nearly there lahs .
i was screaming like NO TOMORROW ):
then when i got off the damn thing,
my legs were jelly and i fell down, like straight after we got off.
and then we'd have to push th float
to th next waiting person mah,
so we were dragging th damn heavy float .
then we went ular-lah.
SWEEEEEEEEE AH !
Nice man! Enjoyed ULAR-LAH !
cos firstly not scary, 2ndly is cos th freaking samsung was
MORE SCARY, like 10000x more.
hahhs, then tsunami~
wave pool. nice, there was this wierd
indicator, that even put how many metres
were th water's depth at.
and then i suay suay only 1.46m.
cannot even tip-toe at 1.5m point.
Gahhs, sian !
WAVE AH WAVE AH ! Sway me back and forth!
hahahs, in anyways, ENJOYED !
After that played and played, until they wanted ...
TO PLAY SAMSUNG AGAIN.
err, i was erm, okok .
then go up, LEG JELLY JELLY.
mai play. i skip turns.
Sorry uhs ! ):
after that go play w. SOAPP!
Everyone was bubbly looking :@
thn bathed!
Bused back to Pasir Ris, Enen had to leave ):
Bade byes, and then went to White Sand to eat.
KFC was on th list again .
ate ate, thn Trained back to BoonLayy.
Home-d :D
Thanks Everyone for TODAAAAY!

How i wish, i wasn't there,
to hear and to witness everything.
I felt bad, but what can i do ?
Pretend nothings happend?
Nah, i can't ,
and being a burden
nor a spoil sport
isn't what i wished for as well.
Forgiveness is asked.

★thstars arebright.♥

2009-06-08T10:16:00.001-07:00

haahs, nth to do come back to blog :3
hehe, actually didn't do anything today luhs,
--
went to Plaza S.
go there just to watch movie ohs.
went to movies, watched
MONSTER vs. ALIENS.
lols. cute cute :]
touching toooooo ! ♥
hahahs. after watch eat liao,
trained to Clementi
ate Sumo House's Jap. food x)
SPLENDID ! Niceyniceyfood :D
then trained back to BOONLAY!
Roamed JP. - like once again x) -
went home, then ♥XIAORUI's hse downstairs .
chatted, and walked home
w. YINGXIU★ .
but she baddbadd, walk halfway mai walk liao :33
ohkays, forgiveforgive.
your house further :]
reach home then posted !
and i changed my email.
click on th HOTMAIL link @
th part whr intro me de :D
shall end w. LOVES★. hehes .

thMOON ♥

2009-06-07T00:40:00.000-07:00

WELCOME TO THE LIGHTED WORLD OF MOONS?!
gahh , lame :3

nownow, back to post cos im bored,

and you guys should be glad that i am posting :D
improve your reading & understanding skills ohkay ~
cos i type, you read, and then you understand :D!
oh, wahtever right.

-------------------

Friday was a very un-glam and full day .

well basically , i waited until 4+

to have my meal, ONE DAY ONE MEAL ONLY T____T

fine, pathetic. hahahs.

then met up w. PIG at Pizza Hut's

ate one regulaar Hawaiian Supreme.

eacho person 3 slice of pizza ~ WOHOOOOOO !

okok, then ate until damn UN-GLAM,

while yingxiu leh, EAT untill damn GLAM cans .

say what don't wan to dirty my hands :x

hahs, eat eat eat, until 7plus, near 8.

then homeddddddd :]

heeeeeeeehs,

SATURDAAAAAAAY ~

which was yesterday.

went out w. yingxiu for lunch :]

lunch-d at 900+ there.

COS SIAN OF JP LIAO, everyday go jp will die de :O

then eat eat, took bus.

then at night met w. XIAORUI and PIG for dinner :33

ate some kinda wierd fish shop :O

eat ler, go my house downstairs.

talk talk , discuss discuss .

then planned liao, abt our trip de,

hais, sian lorhs. then chat chat .

go home around 10.

watch-d anime then SLEEEEEEP :]

oh what a pig am i . :DD

Stop all these nonsensical stuffs .
i hate it when you do th rude craps.
esp, th zees . mind your attitude.

im back :]

2009-06-03T06:32:00.000-07:00

ima back to blog ! * screams yay *
lawls . and i have lotsa peeks :]
all the pics @ www.ilovexiaorui.blogspot.com ★
hehes, too lazy to upload. :3
we went to Singapore Conference Hall,

to watch xiaorui's brother's band perform :]
nice but very lullaby-ing. LOLS.
sorry :x then went bugis to eat.
then neo-d. then homed.
when reach BoonLay, actually yx, xr, tab, and nicola .
wanted to go my house downstairs and then chat chat de,
but then endded up only me and xiaorui chat.
because yx and tab accompanied nicola @ jp walk walk.
so they didn't follow :[
later on @ my house downstairs ;
me and xiaorui camwhore-d again :]
-not to mention , on th MRT too -
heees, took pics. then chatted about the whole day's event.
then went home arnd 10 plus 11 ?
veh latee. hahas.
then then then , no more :]
until today, then i start to post :O
and planning to go to wildwildwet on next wed , i guess.
anyone interested+ i know de can inform me :]]
hehes, :]]
and and to all bb-boys & ncc boys.
Take cares :]
esp. -ykw.-
hehes, wells. thats all.
shorten-d post. wakaka.
too bad im lazy. heees.

stop all these fxcking craps of yours.
and stop trying means, to break relationships.
such a dog. stop poking into every single matter.
you aren't who you think you are .

i shouldbe .

2009-06-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

I.SHOULD.BE.BETTER.OFF.DEAD.

yeso'yes

2009-05-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

hahas, JIAHUI!, yes yoga has so many wierd sides. mwahahhas.

okok don't suan yoga liao. later all his fans kill me ><

hahs, i haven't blogged for a long time, long indeed.

well, i shall start from the day when me and yx go out;

while xr and mx met up w/ us :D

We cam-whored. heehs :]

after that talked, and then

Mx went for her tuition.

Xr went home.

Left me and Yx.

Then i went to PIG's house,

for dinner :]]

while waiting, stupid PIG left me alonee ~ :3

she played CABALLLL! grr .
Smelly cabal, steal my PIG.
hahahs. & her mum cooked,

vegetarian o...o"

hahs, mostly vegge.

Nicola joined and ate :]]

after dinner, i went for karate.

then Nicola and PIG went to bought campy's

- end of tuesday -

Wednesdaay, was scarry.

Literally so :]

went for lunche w/ PIG.

after lunche, slack slacked.

Night, suddenly wanted to watch :
The Un-Invited.

wahpiang, watch until nearly shriek uh.

hahahs, went home and then

- end of wednesdaay -

thursday leh, hmm.

start of normal school liao.

and i was stupid enough to pack th books for MONDAY.

but lucky enough, everything i needed was there :D

heeehs, went Jp to eat.

and then went home @ 3.45PM . early luhhhhs. :/

- end of thursdayy -

hehe, now friday leh.

i went for sch, & surprisingly CHOIR!
ew. disgusted by the song luhs.

hahahs. we need to sing for a Skit or short performance thingy.

and our group was selected for the song by Britney Spears -.-

we actually needed to sing, Opps! I did it again!
but then changed to , Opps! I made a mistake!

or some crap song.

after that, went to Jp for dinner w/ JIAHUI!
OMGOMG, after dinner was superbb!
hehs, we were talking 'bout fans of Yoga and suchs,

and i was laughing non-stop.

and we exchanged phones to see peekturees :]]

and all i saw was ; YOGA YOGA YOGA & MORE YOGA TO COME.

LMAO !
some funny funny pose and i was laughing like crap.

JIAHUI may think that im crazy or smth.

and yes Jiahui, im crazy!

but not over YOGA.

it's cos of you, and your diao face. hahahahhahhas!
Thanks anyways :D
- END OF FRIDAY -

♥

Now now , today is saturday :D
Went to watch movie again :D

w/ Aldin,Kenton,Sq,Hy,Bronson,Tabitha,Len,Xiaorui & PIG :D
heeh, too rich liao luh, PIG.

PIG watched that movie twice,

and that movie is non other than !
Night @ The Museum 2 :]]

Superb hilarious. hahhas.

and starting was okok, until tio hit by popcorn.

lawls, they were throwing popcorns around.

until one came flying and headshotted me .

LOLS, i tio shock.

but i never throw!
I guai one ! Bleahks !
after that ate Curry Chicken w/ XiaoRui @ toast box.

then went to buy Taiwan Snacks, eat Oyster Meesuaaa !
nicey nicey ! Xiaorui ate fried chicken.

me and Yx eat Meesua,

after that, Shronn came and watched us eat.

LOLS, then after we finished eating,

Shronn wanted to go eat Choco Ice-"Kachang."

hahas. so PIG and Shronn went to eat.

while me and Xiaorui went home .

we chatted alot ,

at my hse downstairs :]

Until 10+ then go home, hahahs.

Thanks to Aldin+Kenton+ShaoQuan+HsiehYang+Bronson++
Tabitha+Enning+Xiaorui+YingXiu & Shronn + Meixiu.
For accompany-ing me for my Satuuuurday :D
Shall end here :]

It's the same thing, repeating.

Exam free !

2009-05-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps :D
Back to update a lil.
Yes, exams are finally over!
and my results are out.
i flunked my maths.
flunkuntilcannotflunkanymore.
craps.
Science was ohkays.
D&T, i just lost 12marks.
damned 12marks, cos of not enough time .
ROARRR!
seriously this exam sucked.
hahs, shall stop.
going to bed ler :D
Can't afford to do anymore work(s).

My life, it's always bitter-sweet.

EXAMS! IHY!

2009-05-14T04:36:00.000-07:00

HEY :D
ima back to post, a quite short de bahs :)
hehe, well.
these few days got exams, grr .
damn stresseddd.
nowadays, im becoming more and more gullible.
got cheated by dogs . not literally dogs larh, but attitude wise.
today had Science exams.
after exams was around 10++
went to Macs w/ YX♥
ate, and then play some damn lame game.
M: YingXiu, if i eat pancake w/ pepper, you wear skirt 2times hor !
YX: okay lor, BUT must eat 3packet of pepper .
M: Fine, eat thn you wear skirt .
YX: 3packet hor!
M: *Eat, tried to swallow. but damn disgusting larh*
YX: -Laughing her head off-
M: BLEAHS, i finish eating liao.
YX: Ok, after 1min then can drink water.
M: LOLS!
but in th end she donid wear skirt T_T
cos after that we continue to play.
she eat pancake w/ salt. bleak.
i tried also. damn SALTY.
she says it's not luhhs.
lawls, played and finish-d eating.
talk talk, slack slack. went to walk walk.
walk liao suddenly see the boys.
hahahs, so we went to walk w/ them.
walk walk then they just duno how , disappeared.
lawls, so we slack thn thought of going YX♥ house.
so we went, slacked there,
watched STUPID & Lame videos.
hahahahs. slacked, went to provision shop to buy some stuffs.
went back thn went to Jp meet my mum :D
bought stuffs for dinner .
went home, helped mummy cook MEESUAA! :DD
hehe. ate then blogged.
byes :)

2009-05-11T04:01:00.000-07:00

BOON LAY SECONDARY SCHOOL
MID YEAR EXAMINATION 2009
TIME TABLE FOR SECONDARY 2Express.

Date/>>>>>>Day Subject/>>>>>Paper Duration />Start/> End
28/4/2009 >>CL/ML/TL Paper 1/> 2 h /> 8 00 ~10 00
Tuesday.

12/5/2009 >>Mathematics Paper 1/> 1 h 30 min/> 8 00 ~9 30
Tuesday

13/5/2009 >>No Papers
Wednesday

14/5/2009 >> Science />2 h /> 8 00 ~10 00
Thursday

15/5/2009 >> Design & Technology/> 1 h 30 min/> 8 00 ~9 30
Friday

18/5/2009 >>Mathematics Paper 2/> 1 h 30 min/> 8 00 ~9 30
Monday

19/05/2009 >>CL/ML/TL Paper 2/> 1 h 30 min/> 8 00 ~9 30
Tuesday

20/5/2009 Marking Day
Wednesday

BORED, SO MANY FXCKING EXAMS.
----------------------------------------
HOW BITCH-YIER CAN THIS WORLD BE?
SO MANY BLOODY GAYS WHO TWO-TIME GIRLS?
BLOODY BITCHES WHO THINK THEY ARE THE BIGGEST.
well, BITCHES like ------, should deserve to die.
BITCHES who trample on you.
BITCHES who takes everything for granted.
BITCHES who fxcking says nevermind to everything.
Hahs, you are nevermind with it.
I AM , DOG.
YOU don't give a damn about your score,
I DO , BITCH.
YOU don't get what you deserve,
I NEED what i deserve, SUCK-UP.
.
BLOODY MUSEUM NIGHT,
WHO ENJOYED IT ?
ONLY YOU?
THE ONLY FXCKING GIRL?
C'MON, GET A LIFE.
ONLY YOU HAVE PARENTS TO ENTERTAIN?
I DO AS OTHER DO AS WELL.
I WON'T BE ABSENT THE NEXT TIME ROUND.
I SHALL SEE WHO ARE THE -
FXCKING UNLUCKY ONES,
WHO GOT YOU.
.
you failed as a fren.
much more a ASST.Leader.
Well, the nice title shouldn't go to you.
it should go to someone who truly deserves it.
..

so much for this post. byes, wouldn't be blogging daily.
Exam's TMR. GOODLUCK !
GoodLucks TO ; BOONLAYIANS & JYIANS!
& To those who finish exams :
Enjoy Life, Get On with it.
Study Hard & Hope You Pass with FLYING COLOURS !

ILOVEME:]

2009-05-09T04:58:00.001-07:00

hey freaks !
Back to post yeahs, i shall talk about yesterday.
Yesterday was musuem night,
we reach home at 1+
went and MUST reach SDC at 2.45pm?
printed stuffs for Vintage.
bathe, and packed.
met Xiaorui at bus-stop.
walked, phoned .
bought my Zinc Sling :)
met up with Tabitha, Enning, and myPIG :]
decided to take mrt to SDC.
prepared and waited.
That B- came .. LATE.
nearly scolded her .
hahs, well until now you might find it boring eh ?
kays, shall elaborateee.
we started preparing at 3.30pm+
waited for teacher to come and mark our product -.-
wait, waits, waiting, waitings, waited.
shall continue awhile later.
not feeling well T_T
-needs editting-

believe it or not.

2009-05-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

i can't believe that you're such a bitch,
acting friends with me this moment,
backstabbing me the next (?)
wtf is this man, get a life.
bitch! stop acting like you did all.
you did all didn't you?
well, fail me for i fxcking care.
i dont give a fxcking damn about this work group.
i did what you instructed.
and i got scolded for things that i've did and did not .
right also scold, wrong also scold.
im on your blacklist am i (?)
tell you smth, next grouping session.
forget it, no one wants you or need you, even.
backstab? steal friends ? suck up ? teacher's pet ?
so arrogant for what shitz man.
to think i treated you like a true friend.
you scream and shout at the FL.
i beared w. that,
you yourself didn't know of what embarrassment you've caused.
now you're all out to get me down aren't you?
c'mon, seriously.
Get A Life .
Stop being so childish. How old already.
And let me tell you smth.
I don't fear you.
---
Phew, finally got smth off my back.
She seriously sucks.
and im here to post MAINLY about my HEIGHT ! .____."
mwahhaas, well i've GROWN taller .
from 142cm shooooooot till 147cm.
aiseh, well playing basketball seriously RAWKS.
these few days have been playing basketball w. my classmates.
was fun. and height loving .__.
haas. and and and, im just so elated that i've grown taller.
MWAHAHAHAH!
Pig ah PIG ! i will grow taller then you derh!
And grats to YingXiu; MY PIG!
For passing her NAPFA re-test. 2.4kilometres!
enjoy liao leh!
Jiayoohs, to those who still failed from our class.
shalln't mention. im kind ohkays!
mwahahas :B
ohkays, shall end heres!

Life is just but a stage, we're merely sidekicks.

crapper'sdayy.

2009-05-02T08:49:00.000-07:00

whee?
hahas, back to updatee . well, havent been updating cos im busy :]
mwahahhas :3
and seriously thanks for today to :
Felicia, for accompanying me.
Bob, for waiting for Felicia w. me.
Florence, for .. idk for what o.o"
lawls, no larhs, she was like accompanying me all the time,
while Fel and bob were crapping about loads of random stuffs .
so afterall, you guy's plan for me and -y.k.w-
failed, cos .. He didn't goo! wheee ! bleahxzxzxzx.
AND I CAN'T FIND MY FXCKING PSP T_T
ohkaysh, that was random-ised,
hahas, and i really can't find it .
we went to orchard and watched 17 again :)
i LITERALLY missed 20-30minutes of th SHOW,
cos of FLORENCE L.R.Y !
she had tuition, and being a sotong herself, hais.
of course will slow luhs,
the funny thing is..
when she say she reached orchard; shaw centre and was taking the escalator up.
and from above, i was looking frantically for her.
and the stupid thing is, i asked her to wave her hands like MAD.
literally MAD, mwahahas :3
but i didn't see her o.o"
and then went in , the way to the seats were creeeeeepy.
yes, creepy. it's like a MAZE.. ?!
well, you go in, turn left turn right walk straight turn turn turn.
hahahaaas.
ohkays, that was made up, but it seriously is horrible.
and guess what, felicia sms-d me that the movie started almost straight awayyyyys o.o"
and i was like WTF?!?!
shouldn't there be any adverts or crap?
and she was like LOL! but start alr luhhs,
so i bo bian, keep rushing florence, which is
SLOWWW, mwahahas :3
thn after finish watching the time was about 3++
SORRYS TO JOEY JIEJIE;
can't go watch that drama of yours .. D:
seriously sorrrrry D:
and then after movie was like 3++
and then went to macs to slaaaaaaack,
slack slack eat eat, thn went to BUGISSS.
took neos from 2MACHINES,
well, we , meaning florence and i..
were BROKEEEE, pokkai :B
and then -lalala- treated us for 1Machine.
hais, your zharbor, expensive lehhs.
lawls. -intimate scenes- mwahahhas.
okok, shall cont. :DD
and then took and slacked slack,
went to buy BBT ~
PepperMint GreenTea w.Pearl!
nicee, but exxxx. :O
went arcade, hahas.
slack abit. watch them played.
lalala, then went homee.
while waiting for trains, we skipped many trains though.
-I.S- hahahahahah!
me and f were like EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, OMG OMG OMG OMG!!
we OMG until the mouth going to drop ler luhs.
HAHA, but seriously it's gross, GROSS, G-R-O-S-S!
and i know i will do that some day, mwahahs :
but definately not w, frens .__."
hahas, kays lar, don't suan yoohs liao ,
i very nice derhs. (C)YingXiu mwahahahhahahahhas :3
then trained home,
watch tv and BLOGGING, like FINALLYY !
hahahas. and and and,i changed my handphone number.
ask and it shall be given :)
-Loves; &hearts Renaa X)-

life is riddles.

2009-04-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

why am i so gullible .
why am i so stupid .
why must i believe you .
why in the first place must you lie.
why did you make me trust you.
why did you wreck havoc.
why not love and peace.
why backstab each other .
and lastly , why should i give a damn.
--
it's because i care and trusted you , once .. and no twice more .
we were fine, nice and happy, laughing like non's business.
you came and wrecked everything, every part and parcel of my friendship.
and all i needed was support and encouragements.
you made me believe, trusted you .
and all i get was, dispute, rumour, gossips.
friendships breaking and suchs.
don't you feel a guilty bit (?)
well, i suppose you won't,
the kind of people like you,
are those kinds of fxcking heartless bitches.
--
back home, bathed and watch tv before i blog and suchs.
right here, blogging as though it's my journal.
talking about craps.
well, PTI was crap.
-Prize Giving
-Talk by principle
-PTI
-Refreshments.
, it seriously is crap.
wasted time, talked to teacher.
needa improve on chinese and english.. -.-
talked talked talked,
thn went to buy food, KOUFU.
ate at home, thn blogged .
it's the end of my posts. hope you enjoyed. -.-"

Back, to reality.

2009-04-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

BLOGGING from school lab, during MUSIC LESSON !
finee -.-
bored drop dead, bored drop dead.
still waiting for Eldwin's msg reply,
don't think "Y Y",
hahas, sian siaa, later got PTI session..
chinese teacher wna meet my MOMMY ,
fine, wadevar luhhs, i don't care!!
hahahas, now in sch, shall blog again about today and
yesterday later when im HOMEE ~
Byes, LOVED LOADS MY READERS !~

tiosuay.

2009-04-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

whatafxckingclassmatei'vegot.
listen up.
i hate you.
you treat me nice in a way that you would backstab me.
what kind of a BITCH are you.
suck up, despo for frens, haha.
crapozxz.
--
none of the above is related to YX♥
--
enjoying a heartful talk wih YX♥
heees, nei ge nei ge ~
bleah.
had a stupid day, at school.
after school, went to Frontier Library.
waited for PW fren to arrive.
waited till 4, no sign of her . wtf man.
waited from 2.30 to 4 sia!
crapzxzx, wasted my time.
4+ Gina came :]
talked slacked, became a "accidentally" hitted target for Plastic balls.
slacked more, till 5.30++
went for KFC [lunch+dinner]
ate meltz, and CRAPPED a whole lot with Gina :]
went home after that ! D:
boredom seriously sucks,
and i lovee rotting at home IN FRONT of my LAPPY :]
provided im the one using my lappy. lmao.
Night came. the time now is 12.07AM
before that heard some wuu-ing noise outside my room's window.
turn out that there was no rain only strong wind.
and i nearly gave a second thought , tornado ! -.-
it's lamee, yes it is .
hahas, got a BIG DOGGY SOFTIE from arcadee ! :)
kaes, shall end here.
those expecting daily posts(?)
this is MY daily posts. short and un-glam! hahas.
Nights!

--
Tomorrow shall go sch early even thou it's LATEE DAYY!
for the damn fxcking PROJECT WORK;
shall try to reach sch at 7.30!-.-
kaes, should sleep now.
Nightys readers ! (♥)

BIGFXCK?

2009-04-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

What a fxcking BITCH,
i supposed you know who you are.
I tell you, no matter how you suan me.
i don't give a damn about such craps.
a guy who doesn't even know what HUMJI means .. ?
what's there more to talk about ?
and i can confirm,
YOU are no match for me, dude.
stop thinking so HIGHLY of yourself.
Take a piss , and look upon yourself in it .
don't think you are the greatest saint on earth.
and i tell you, ATTITUDE makes it all .
your attitude is DOWN ,
way down. and don't act BIG in front of me , ass.
cos, you made me a path for psycho-ness.
you made those decisions IN ME.
you caused me a downfall.
a broken friendship, but what are you?
merely a SUCKER on earth .
and does that mean, BEING TALL makes it all ?
stop inflating your mind with BEING TALL, MEANS ALL.
and IF being tall means all , does that mean you have the rights to critise me ?
you have no rights over me.
and being arrogant is part of you ain't it ?
but not in me, so get this clear you sucker.
YOU can be arrogant and full of pride.
but one day , someone will cause YOU a downFALL.
which will cause a huge loss of SELF - ESTEEM within you.
and when that day comes.
you'll be begging for help , being in the lurch with no one to help you.
how does that feel ? Nice ?
haahs, that's what you made me feel when i knew my life wasn't going the way .
which i wanted it .
i want you to have a taste of it .
the taste of lonliness, the taste of being in desperation .
get it you sucker ?
--
well, that mainly sums up, TODAY.
seriously pissed about my height and suchs.
nvms, forget it uhs .
since im born-d this way ..
let nature take its course :]
o.o" so chim , haahs.
ending here .

Pictures to post. Hearts to colour ♥

2009-04-20T03:59:00.000-07:00

A nice long ago pic to post can fill up spaces for my " colourful " blog , bleahxzxzx.
Well, seriously my daily routine is the same luhs.
School school school -.-
boreed of it liao luhs!
but today, maths class, my fren..
was like singing like too high pitch until he went off tune ~ bleahxzx.
thn i was like, STOP HOWLING !~
and he was like laughing until like crap like that.. -.=
only maths was nice..
cos ~ theres no teacherrrrrrr !~~ weeeeeeeeeeee ~ :)
boreed until wanna sleep liao luhs,
thn took pics with Hildaa! :)
thn slack slack slack, draw-d randomly as well. hahas.
after school, went to jurong point to eat and have lunch+dinner :)
ate KFC, went to slack in toilet with YX♥ and En♥
camwhored awhile, haaas,

and i seriously love taking pics now & then. hahas.
i shall end off here, and i guess this would be one of my shortest post ever! :)
Bunny says : Bunny shall one day , be taller then ''Human'' -humph-

Boredom kills.

2009-04-18T05:21:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps ! :)

Back to post! After the long time no posting period ?
Bleahs. I went out with YX♥ today, early in the morning :)
Woke at 9, bathe 15mins. Search for clothes 20mins!!
Met up with YX♥, slacked and talked about craps,

on th way to Great World City..

Was nearly bored to death when we reach Great World City, know why?

Most of the shops didn't open, walked up and down th freaking escalator..
LOLOLOL; there were 2storeys; and we seriously can't figure out

which storey are we at luhhhhhhs.

thn we walked to Harris Book Store,

cos YX♥ wanted to find the Darren Shan's Saga of Cirque Du Freak :)
but the whole damn shop only have 4 of Darren Shan's book,

and it's from different series. So imagine how pissed is YX♥,

i mean like th whole Mall theres only

1 bookstore, 4different series of the same author?!
And better still ..

NO POPULAR BOOK STOREE!

so we were like walking up and down slacking and crapping for tons of hours.

thn we decided to cab back to Tiong Bahru Plaza.-TBP
slacked, walked around.
Decided to eat Pasta for lunch+breakfast :)
Bought drinks which are ENORMOUS insize. Extra Value for 1.50bucks :)

Extra value eh? Bleahs.
Then after meal, went back to JP to slack awhile cos YX♥
meeting up with Band peeps, for damn early LUNCH @ Swensens.-Early;1.30pm -.-
Went back, slacked. Walked around CD shop,

went to find some place to make keys.
thn follow YX♥ to Swensens thn went back.
&YX♥ won't be eating, she says sh'd rather eat Fish & Co.
LOLOLOL;
Ending right here :)
Love loads ; my readers !

what'slove ?

2009-04-16T22:56:00.000-07:00

Back down to the horrendous life of earth.
Got the pics from YX

1.What's the specific meaning of love ?
-Idk, love means love ?
2.Are you in a relationship now?
- No, im a fugly unpopular girl :]
3.Do you have any crushes?
-Nope. Im PUREE :]
4.How do you find life?
-Suck Big time.
5.Are there any wierd things happening?
-Yes, some random guy asked me out.
6.What are you doing in front of your computer now?
-Eating& doing this quiz i made
7.Whats your kind of guy?
-Caring, Loving. What else ?
8.Have you been on a date before?
-Yes.
9.How was your date ( if you had one )
Horrendous.
10.What's your phone's ringtone ?
-idk, i put it on silent mode.

11.How tall are you?
- HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL, but confirm shorter thn YX luhhs T_T
12.How heavy are you?
-35 kg ? idk, around there :P
13.What's your daily routine ?
-Sch. home. comp. chores. .. thats all .
14.Do you enjoy doing quizzes?
-Seriously, i love it. It helps kill time :]
15.Who do you love?
-Myself, My trusted frens, whom are limited :]
16.Are you happy in life ?
-Like NO?! i hate teachers & Lotsa things :]
17.Are you bored now, while doing this quiz?
-A lil. But having to do smth is better thn nth :]
18.Whats your favourite type of food ?
-Japanese food, Fried,Grilled, Seafood ! and lastly INSTANT NOODLES :P
19.Whats your favourite drink?
-Green tea;Pokka.
20. Are you pissed at anyone(s) ?
-Yes, 2Male 1Female :]

Tag 5 peeps to do this quiz :] Cos 5 is a nice LOVE number :]

-YingXiu
-Florence
-Felicia
-Ashley
-Gina

// Copy and press Ctrl+C to copy if can't right click and paste via Ctrl+V :]
Ppls whom are tagged to do pl do uhhs :]
Or else bad luck will follow :P

Tagg-d byFLORENCE.LOY -Quiz :]

2009-04-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

QUIZ
MY BOY SIDE
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in your life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you own a DS PS2 or SEGA
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[ ] sometimes you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[x] you used to/do collect pokemon
[x] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favourite colours.
[x] sports are fun
[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once

TOTAL = 15

MY GIRL SIDE
[x] you like to shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[x] you wear the color pink
[x] sometimes you go to your mum for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[ ] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewelery
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favourite hobbies
[x] you've seen Star Wars and don''t like it some of it
[x] you do/did gymnastics
[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[ ] you like wearing dresses whenever you can
[x] you like dancing/do dancing
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[x] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[x] pink is one of your favourite colours

TOTAL = 11

Multiply by 4 to get your percentage

Boy: 15x4 = 60%
Girl:11x4 = 44%

ZOMG?! The girl side is far more then expected, Shuuuuuuushhh.
Bleahs, Did this quiz out of boredom :]

♥Happy Esther, Belated Good Friday :]

2009-04-12T00:04:00.000-07:00

Wee! I have alot to sum up :]
Friday ;
Went out with Bronson, Kenton, Shao Quan, Weiteng, Aldin, and YX♥
We met up at Joo Koon mrt station.
Saw YX♥ thn Bronson , then Kenton and then the rest .
Trained, all the way to vivo.
Walked here and there, found GV; SQ helped us queued up. Thanks :]
Bought tickets .. 10bucks o.o"
then went to PastaMania ; watch them eat :P
Helped Aldin ate a lil . Slacked, thn Weiteng went home right after lunch.
Sian, walked around.. went to 3floor slacked at arcade ..
followed YX♥ , to the pet shop :]
Maltese, Pomeranian, Chihuahua, and Dashud :]
Tons of breeds , equally cute and adorable :]
thn went going out of the shop that time,
a LARGE Golden Retriever was walking with us,
So PRETTY~ o.o"
lalala , thn went back to arcade again o.o"
slacked there watch ppl play the baby game ..
the guys were laughing at them , lawls.
so mean ~ :P
then went back to GV, cos show starting at 4.05
Lined up for Popcorns, guys went to 7-11 buy drinks , LOLS
Salted Sweet -Mix. Salted Combo :]
[ i am seriously random ]
watched Fast&Furious4.
Drop dead BORINGGGG.
Race car race car, talk talk talk talk .
thn went to meet frens to eat dinner :]
Happy Good Friday :)

Saturday;
Slept till 2pm , woke up. Ate thn go jp awhile.
Come back, watch tv and stone.
went cycling. RAINED all of a sudden.
was drenched while looking for mummy :X
went home after i found her.
bathed, thn got fever -.-
slight niaa, no worries :]
Used computer till 4am+ .

Sunday;

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY! - ENNING♥

Woke, ate fish soup for breakfast and lunch.
Update and post for my blog.
Ta-Da, you are reading my blog -.-

I shall end here :]

♥doyouenjoyseeingmecry?

2009-04-09T07:20:00.000-07:00

i hate being scolded ..
you think that whenever i fight back to your words ..
i don't feel hurt ?
I cry in silent..
do you ever notice that my face is always the colour of after-crying ?
well, i hope you don't .
i just have to do this.
you threatened to send her away ..
you think i don't give a damn ?
well. think carefully ..
she has a life...
she is my world ..
i've been crying silently in my heart, whom no one will notice ..
saw me screaming back at you today?
do you think i give a damn about your feelings ?
well , the way you treated me .. made me wna scold you vulgarities ..
profanties and all the stuffs that can be used to scold you..

--

okehs that was how i felt during the very minute i woke up ..
quarrelled with dad .. -.-
got nudged by mum to stop -.-
finee .
went to sch.. tearing on the way ..
wells tmr is good friday ! :]
Praise God :DD
Yingxiuxiu lend me her nicee storybook.
about " A Child Called It "
Interesting and sad.. DAMN the mother luhs.
ask him eat shit -.-
reached sch .. emo-d the day ..
sch release 12.40 :D
but got sports day .. =.=
reached jurong sports stadium at 2.25pm
settled downnnn.. stoned and stoned all the way till 7 PM
mind you .. stoned and sat there for 5hours.
butt rotten already larhs.
lmaos; thn dinner-d at koufu .
pioneer mall there ..
bought some pork rib ramen or smth ..
ate went to 7-11 bought LARGE slurpee.
slacked, walked home with precious,
crapped about etcs ..
and then i found out that i had moodswings today..
for the very first time.. in my sec sch life ..
lols .. emo emo emo slack slack slacked, under the void deck near precious's house ..
went home , T.V ; then pestered bro to stop playing games using my computer -.-
bathe then post..
byes, tmr maybe going out .. love loads :]
♥!

Quiz:D [C] Copyrighted-Florence:]

2009-04-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

TYPE YOUR NAME[Nana] WITH YOUR:
1. Fingers: Nana
2. Chin: nhbjaQn aZ
3. One finger; eyes closed: nana
4. Elbow: nhbazswnhba
5. Nose: qhjazq
6. Palm: nana
OMG?! wth is this !
QUIZ TIME!!!
001. Real name → Rena
002. Nickname(s) → Nana/Xiaomeimei-.-
003. Horoscope → Scorpio
004. Zodiac sign → Pig
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → St.Francis of Assist
007. Middle School → BoonLaySec
008. University → Not applicable
009. Friends → A lot
010. Hair color → Dark brown
011. Long or short Hair → Short
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phonee
015. Health freak → No
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neverrr
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Last time
018. Eat or Drink → No, i don't do both -.-
019. Piercings → 3
020. Tattoos → Pain-.-
023. First piercing → Here:]
024. First best friend → Hannah.
025. First award → SportsDay-Kindergarden 2 :]
026. First crush → Forgotten
027. First pet → Puppy :]
028. First big birthday → 1mth old
029. Eating → Air
030. Drinking → GreenTeaa
031. I'm about to say → Damn Sian& Go to sleep after this.
032. Listening to → Love Story by Taylor Swift.
033. Plans for today → Finish my PW board which i haven even started
034. Waiting for → Tomorrow night. Cos Hannahs coming to Karatee :]

YOUR FUTURE:
035. Want kids? → Maybe, they sometimes are a nuisance
036. Want to get married? → Maybe
037. Careers in mind → Psychologist / Plastic Sergeon
038. Ran away from home → Nopee
039. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nahs.
040. Killed somebody → No
041. Broken someone's heart → Yes, once.
042. Been arrested → Nopee
043. Cried when someone died → Yeah! Duh?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
044. Yourself → Starting to..
045. Miracles → Yes, i do :]
046. Love at first sight → Uhhs, yeah?
047. Heaven → Yes, theres Jesus :]
048. Santa Claus → When i was little :]
049. Kiss on the first date → Nah, not with the one i really like :P
050. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Nopee
051. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Maybe, somehow .
052. Do you believe in God → Yes, i felt his presence before :D

Okays, i was being lame and i just somehow wanted to do a quiz ?
and i found this wierd thingy there ~
Lols, credits to Florence and who ever made this :]

♥thepictures;saysitall.

2009-04-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

Enjoyed tha day with XIAORUI♥ !

took LOTS& REALLY LOTS of crappy pics.
Some are damn funny, but we keep it to ourselves ! Bleahhs ♥!
Let the effing cute pics do the talking :D

Nearly falling ! x_x

Squashed :P

TINIER THEN PRECIOUS! OMGG; ♥!

WOO ~ :D

How tiny is my PRECIOUS ? :DD

WOO ~ Even tinier :D

Grown TALLER~ WEEEEE! ♥!

Precious♥:D

:D!

GIANT LOLLI ! :DD! ♥!

Precious's LOLLI :D!

MINE! ♥ :DD ! RAWWWR!

♥Effing Cool Pic :DD

&Ladies and Gentlemen,
Please leave your seats and clear the litter.

We hoped that you enjoyed yourselves.

Okeh, that was EFFING WIERD!

TagsReply:D ♥ TagsReply:D ♥ TagsReply:D ♥

Ashley: 2weeks from now; is darn long. Well, cyas soon :D
Florence:Hey:D Thanks for tagging! ♥!
Felicia: It's a Name, thanks for tagging! ♥!
Splinter: Mwahahas, love yoohs :D ♥♥!
Flo[Imposter]: STFU and go away; put your name larh; fake fake fake! KNS!

End ♥ End ♥ End ♥ End ♥ End ♥ End

fck that bitch yo .

2009-04-02T20:59:00.000-07:00

yosh, in sch dudeeeees (:
LOVE LOADS TO my LOVEES :DD
fck lar, a bitch piss me off, knn.
bitch you watch out ar i tell you.
make you die jialat jialat . yooh piss me off somore lar, knn !
you try.. bitch.

now music lesson, take chance to blog :DD
okehhs, sian in sch, dunno whether going to choir anot.
and boy, a 60% chance for you man :D
Still thinking and considering it . bleahs.
BABEEEEEEEEE; iloveeyoohs much;load;tons;BILLIONS:DD
imissyoulikefxck canns.
misses loadds;
logging off computerrrrrrr D:
LOVE LOADS MY READERRRRRRRRRRRS :DD

♥drenched(:

2009-03-31T07:52:00.000-07:00

hey earthlings!
ok thats a wierd start for me . haas.

let's start with YESTERDAY YESTERDAY:D

hmmhmm, ytd ytd's sch as usual.

night came soon .idk why.

went home bathed then met TABITHA♥XIAORUI♥YINGXIU♥

ate long john.. awhile ALVIN(: came then chatted thn i left for my KARATEEE class :DD

lalala~

thn i was late for 5damn minutes.

hahas, actually no big deal lawls.

thn warm up warm up warm up..

thn break thn sensei marked attendance,

got "sparring" or not actually sparring session luhs, was just follow how to

block and attack and counter attack properly,

i kicked weijie on th butt, lalala ~
i was like playing like siao.

wanted to try knuckle push ups, with james and ryan when they got punished,

but pain lar deh, and i did 2 pushups surprisingly. lalala ~

thn slack slack slack, went to kick his butt again.

and he was seriously hiding his blush-.-

okehs, im seriously OBSERVANT about his actions anyways.

YESTERDAYYYY;

went to stadium, damn luhs. jumped 2meterrrrrrs niaaaahs.

okeh luhs the length, at least im kumping 2meters and not 1meter++

weeeee~ thn rained-.-

damn the fxcking rain;

wtf sia. i rushed there and borrowed my P.E shorts from yingxiuuuuu(L)
cos mine was washing -.-

then RUNN-D there, then waited till about 3+ thn start. tell me
2.15 must reach, lastest 2.30! damn -.-

i reached about 2.40 and then it started to drizzle.

zzz.zzz.zzz.zzz.zzz.zzz

thn rain rain rain. thn sunshine :D
we went to the long jump place. and the student helpers were scraping the sand.
to make it even for us :D
thanks dudeeees :P
a few girls foul-d thn re-jump.

thn RAIN AGAIN! -.-

thn keep raining till 5+ around 6.

damn, wasted so much of my time..

2hours of my WEDNESDAY wasted D:
lawls, thn went home, msn tio flood lawls..

thn today i went to sch as usual.

lalala ~ skip skip skip ~ SEL lesson, went to hall.

the ECO- peepos came and gave a talk :D
and i didn't really paid attention.

Gina and i were seriously pissing Joanna off.

rofls. then break timeee .

went to canteen bought a bottle of drink then went back to class.

slacked till Joe came up, and open-d the classroom door for us.

lalala ~ talked about PERSONAL affairs with Gina :/

thn did chinese zianbao.

freakk larhs, ZIANBAO OKEHHS. and that was like pri schs' work..

and i didn't read the article..

just blindly COPY, from whose i also dunchknow.

thanks to the [copyrighted] person.

thn wanted to PON ccm.[Conversational Chinese and Malay]

but teacher sui sui came up to PICK us up and make sure peeps dun escapee.

crap luhs that teacher, grr .

thn ccm supposed to end at 4.10pm i went off at 3.35pm

for whom i scared that MAY come thn go off when didn't see me..

and when i reached Long John, he didn't even go luhs.

still give me wrong phone number.

wad you think funny issit.

give ppl wrong number.

im sick of lies already okehs.

stop lying and crapping about things you don't mean.

damn.

thn met up with yingxiu(L) went to KFC.

ate, slacked talked about project work.

and about him, whether to accept or not ..

and we didn't got a answer thn changed topic luhs.

tabitha(L) came shortly after.

ate, thn went to toilet.

thn when back i saw enning(L) and xiaorui(L),

chatted slacked. laughed like crazy.

and thn a BUNCH of westwood-ians, walked in.

and i was reminded that i suay suay met A HUGE GROUP

of westwood-ians. at Long John.

talked. crapped. laughed.

went home with xiaorui(L)
thn blogged.

still stressed about LIES. BIG FAT LIES.

StillPleasant(♥)

2009-03-30T08:01:00.000-07:00

Smile and make my day ! ♥
;Today was a HAPPY day for me and some "anony couple" :D
ahhhh, i think you guys got the ideaaa who issit lerh lehh !
haaas, rofl..

ok went to sch, did the same old usual ROUTINE, but P.E nearly killed meeeh.

well, today ran 3rounds outside sch.. which is like 2.4km; how patheticxzxzxz.
i failed my run by 3damn minutes..
it's like wtf siaaa.
thn when i was at teh finishing point, my face was like as red as a tomato liao luhhhhhhs.
damn luhs.
thn after that.. sian lar.. needa do maths.
and so suay forgot to bring maths textbk home.
and forgot to lend from fren,
most suay is uh.. TMR FIRST PERIOD is MATHSSSSS.
wthheck larh..
sian, today's short post uhhs. haas, Nights (:

imscarred.

2009-03-28T10:03:00.000-07:00

hey dudes.

i've just been scarred.. yesterday.

to think i liked him.

what a idiot i've been.

thanks to

florence;ashley;rh; and felicia for knocking sense into me..

or else i'd still be head over heels over you..

well, everythings fine now..

not really totally yet .

went to jp with YingXiu(L) just now.
ate KFC, melts.chatted and slacked awhile.
and we talked about jerks.
thn went to buy rice for dad and brother.

thn yx accompanied me home to pass the rice to them for dinner.

after that went to Macs to slack..

bought ice latte.

finished only 1/4 of it.

waht a waste of money.

nvm, blame it on my stomach..

i've got stomach allergy.

i can't take a lot of milk nor can i take it with other food..

so i got stomachache, a bad one.

thn went back Macs,

slacked and talked somore.

thn home-d @ around 10+
thn searched for songs and blog-hopped around..

thn chatted with my "secret keeper" for awhile.

thn went to bathe cos dad scolded, 12+ haven bathe.

lawls, when im back.. my"secret keeper" went offline already..

sian luhhs. boreeedstiff . hahas .

and last tuesday i overheard someone from my karate class that

some one likes me ..

and that guy was like a karate one level higher thn me,

but age is 1yr younger.

and wanted me to sparr with him.

thn im like "err. how can, i sure diee siaa."

lols..

nvm about that..

cyas.. it's midnight 2am.
and im not in bed yet.. wish me luck (:

it's like yesterday, the truth revealed.

it brought a painful end..

but at least. i hope you are not kidding.

cos i've been lied too many times..

by you..

you need not fret and feel guilty about it..

but atthe very least, i hope you wouldn't use

despicable means to make me give up on you..

and i will remember the very day you scarred me..

it will always remain in me..

howimissedyou.

2009-03-26T07:36:00.000-07:00

Y
how i missed you . it's so heart wreacking..
do i have to make it so clearly that everyone could read and understand?
why must you make it so difficult for me,
you smiled at me, it really helped in making my day.
why? why at this time must you be so cold and hostile to me.
am i really that bad of a choice?
am i really hopeless?
am i really beyond help?
tell me! what am i to you?
it's killing me, inside and outside.
why can't you just tell me the reason..
tell me the reason and i'll leave you.
be it with hurts or without.
am i really over sensitive ?
or are you the one making me over sensitive.
you're just some part of my life..
some guy whom i thought was significant in my life.
but im wrong, youre just insignificant to me.
and i was helplessly falling in love with you.
can i really give you up?
thats the question i asked..
but the answer was,
can i bear to give you up?
it's just abnormal feelings of humans.
that it's beyond the controls of us.
but giving up is about persistance.
and i shall do that.
giving you up should be much easier then falling in love.
and i'll remember this day till the very end..

injuries.

2009-03-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

damn hiong luhs, at karate.
well maybe this was the actual training luhs.
mate says that after gradings the trainings sure damn hiong one luhs.
we frog jumped; 3metres, 5 laps. nice eh? -.-
push ups, 40 counts. cos got ppl groan, add 10 more. wtf -.-
sit ups, 50 counts. aizai boh ?
twisted running; 3metres. 10laps.
push ups again. now easier 20.
but those seniors have to use knuckles, yes. first 2 knuckles to train -.-
how nice. lucky i girl siaa. or else sibei cham.
thn run 2metres, back to starting line,
run 4 metres back to starting line.
run 6 metres thn go back starting line.
and finally after 8metres, chiong all the way!
hahahas, so it's like run reach 2m point touch and run back.
run 4m point touch then back and cont. luhs.
by the time we frog jump from starting i tell u , u can try out urself.
you jump you stay at squatting postition, you cant stand up alr.
thn the twisted running made me sprain my ankle.
frog jump made me strain my both legs.
how nice eh,
hahaas, then sort of sparing.
there this little guy, damn wierdo.
call him attk i block, he cracked his fingers, and was ow-ing away.
lawls, thn bro cried. cos tio scolded and punishment of 100 squat down.
imagine the hiong training then still do squat down.
wah the feeling damn shiok mann.
and sensei was like calling my bro and my sparing opp. gu niang.
damn stupid canns. lawls.
thn home-d.
finally homed !-.- enough of tortures already.
mwahahs. i walk with a lil limp now and then -.-

still missing you.
but less often.
how can i forget you,
when you are etched to my mind.
trying to forget you.

in time to come,

i shall forget and leave without hurts.

♥xoxo

2009-03-23T04:03:00.000-07:00

lalalaY
sian canns.
wahaha, veh long no post liao eh, missed me?
aww :D
ok, this few days im damn zilian.
keep taking photos of myself thn delete :X
today, went out with Florence:D Felicia:D Samuel:D &YueLong:D
[M] accompanied me to tiong:D
So we went to tiong after sch, met up at long john silver.
actually is me and fel go der.
then she wanted to jio Sam,
so i smsed Sam,
the next day(which is today) we went to tiong,
actually Florence got choir der.
But she ponned for us :DD
-So Touched-
So [M] accompanied me until L.J.S, thn went i went there,
i saw someone that made me damn awkward and paisehh.
then i was dragging [M] to go into L.J.S with me, but she don't wna D:
so before i went in, Florence and Felicia, were already walking in.
so i went in and,blah.
went to buy food and then the guys said they go macs and eat.
lawls, wth lar.
we bought food then u all say go macs and eat.
so we girls, ate longjohn and guys ate macs.
we finished and went over to macs.
the guys were ''Surprised?''
haas, then chatted and i found out that YL had lied about his sch-.-
lawls. then slacked then Samuel started taking candid shots of us.
Florence followed suit.
Sam took video, Florence took video also. ahaha.
then i got up to buy vanilla ice cream.
florence came and then pangseh-ed Felicia :X
then they both started running, cos felicia chased after florence for
pangseh-ing her.
then they run run run, i go queue up. LAWLS.
thn Sam got bored and went to take candid shots of us AGAIN.
bought, then went in to sit and slack.
the guys said they wanted to go home already.
then they left, and then came back again.
lawls, we slacked, then homed :DD

i didn't know you were coming,
i was surprised when you sms-d me.
i never thought that you would come.
how i wish, i knew wad was on your slanted mind.

♥hearttornintohalves.

2009-03-20T03:45:00.000-07:00

Hey, long time no post uh.

and my last post was ridiculous, yes i know it's about my name :D
not nice not nice lur, idontgiveadamn. :D
okay, today went out with frens, ate MACS, it's like wth.
i already hated macs, for being my 2times a week food. it really does matter to me..

the sauces and the freaking fries !!
hah, ok nvm about that, after that went to movies to buy tickets.

but seriously we were muddle headed. we went unto the wrong entrance.

so we were like, " wtfish. the entrance to theater5 is at the OTHER side, "

and we just walked from <> and back to <>

sad thing, my "sister" cannot come . [ "sister">Samuel/Samantha ]
lawls, no offence =x
so we went and slacked.
felicia smuggled bubble tea, but her bag was soaked for the bubble tea spilling.
so everything was soaked.

and while watching the movie, i was tearing and crying.
lawls, partly cos of the movie and partly of smth else.
me and felicia was leaning on each other's shoulder hahas.

after that, went to toilet and slacked at Burger King. [ finally a place other then MACS ]
-
♥
-

we slacked and went walking around.
ashley for no reason wanted to go into LINGERINE shops.
and we were like screaming say NO and stuffs.

then we went to this -unknown named shop- to buy cloths for ashley's project.
then slacked and walked arnd thn went to BURGERKING and played dare or double dare.
the first unlucky person was FLORENCE :D
she had to say " i missed you all ... muacks !" when the boys are back from teh toilet.
then it was ASHLEY :D
she had to hug Roquelle. which is an embrassing thing.
and then it was ME :D
i had to drag the 3 boys in to BURGERKING cos they were standing outside,
hesistant to come in. hahhahaas, but i did it.
i didn't really drag them in, just told them to go in and stuffs.
and yl suan-ed me, he say " you think you this size can drag us in meh?"
thn i was STARING at him and he said, " urgh, nevermind "
after that, ASHELY was supposed to do her dare.
but she didn't and she just went off. - HOME -
lawls, but she did dared FELICIA to hug YL.

then me and FLORENCE was like laughing all the way,
crapping about sick stuffs .
thn talked and talked and talked.
we went out and walked and talked somore.
thn went HOME :DD
♥

was sick on the way home - PHYSICALLY sick -

felt like vomiting.

but still got home SAFELY :DD
went to buy SWEET CORRRRN ! [ no salt moremoremore butter :B ]

okay thn HOMED :D
really HOMED! :DD

does it matter to you that i cried?
are you going to be soft hearted?
my hearts' broken unto halves.
it does matter to you.
i felt like crying when i saw you today,

smiling as though nothing happened.
i just hope this cold war will go away soon.

my(♥)ednamee:B

2009-03-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

You Are Carefree and Passionate

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

♥ijustneededyou.

2009-03-16T06:18:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 7.30.. damn. early right ?
yeah, cos i needed to meet yl at the mrt station. -boonlay :]
okays, i reached bl mrt station at abt..8.20. he told me 8.15 he reached.
when i went up , the train said going to lakeside alr.

thn msg-d him, he told me his still at bl mrt.
i thought he boarded th train too :X
so i waited for him at lakeside mrt. and i was like
<< {me} ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~{yl} >>
yeah, so far and he told me he was at the end too .. LOLS .
okays.

then he was like a toot there, tap-d my shoulder and smile like silly :]
inmrt -> smile all the way like sot liao:]
hahs, but he did make me smile somehow..
cool :]

ahahs, but i found it damn awkward.
but he doesn't . =.=

dude, wads wrong with u T_T
finee,finee,finee.
when reached orchard, he cant get out :]
stay-d too long in that freaking mrt :B
hahs, then went to shaw centre, or smth like that.

at first we sat at this place, and it's nice, :]
then i went looking arnd, jumping like a kid :]
and i went walking to the other side of the sitting place, and yuelong cant find me :P
ahas, he was there looking for me high&low, left&right :]
and i was there smiling as though nth happen :B
thn hes face like very wierd luhs .

hahas, thn met felicia there :]
went in chatted slacked waited for kfc and mac to open.
kfc open-d first and i went to bought only drinks cann .
wth is wrong with that, yl say huh u breakfast only eat this ar.

lawls, not eat that, it's just that im nt hungry yet so i didn't eat .
but eventually i ate lur T_T
not really full luhhs.
ahas, well then went to pick flo up frm the mrt and went back to the shaw centreeeee .
XBB
after that go to bugis. took neos and slacked.
went to her hse after that.. ate dinner there and slacked,

after that trained home..

i saw you staring at me.
even though i pretend to never notice.
im still liking you.

it's just hard to forget you (♥)

2009-03-14T22:23:00.000-07:00

just leave me to rot.
no ones bothering me,
no answers replied.
being left out all the time.
does that feel good?
you can try it on yourself.
take a piss and look at yourself in it.
who are you to critisize me.
fcuk u, asses out there.
remember this.
it doesn't feel good to be left out;
being left out is worse then dying.
frens ignoring you,
talking craps, and expects you to laugh.
what kind of fcuking shit is this.

does it even pay to be kind.

being kind means people will take you for granted.

so what for .

asses.

♥they're back :]

2009-03-14T19:04:00.000-07:00

thy guys are baaack :]♥
ahhahas, finally back yeahhhhhhs .
okays. they're back in thy morning. around 9+ ?
so happy :]
lawls.

this post is for meee to tell u that they're back and im too elated to spam'em :]

mwwahaha. weeeeeets :D
too happy liaoo.
okays and they told me they weren't tanned D:<
sad :BB
hahas okays bahs, stop ler , night maybe still posting onn :]
cyas :]

stillmissinghim,andcountingon :] (♥)s

♥isallaroundme.

2009-03-13T09:58:00.000-07:00

just a small photo. to fill the emptyness of my blog.
okays,today was nice and choir was damn lamee .
nice cos i went to sch nearly latee. D;
but i wasn't and that's really nice and splendid :DD
♥
sch was a bore and my eng teacher didn't came. for the very first time of my sec2 life,
ahhhas, okays. Gina came and sat w/ me. she sms-d alot, a whole lot :D
but also nice siaaa. so cool, she had the guts to do it :]
recess- haihao. and i ralised that i can take chilli :]
lawls, that was freaking lameeeee.
hmmm. after recess straight art.
art was so cool, Ms Izyan took over the class and she taught pretty well :]
we took seashells to make patterns and crap. my art was shitty ;]
lawls. some guy broke a shell and the teacher was fuming. Lmaos.
it's pretty funny though :]
and after that was music, music was like another free period. mwahahs.
we used computers to actually do the project for filming and etc.
but me and gina wasn't really doing it.
i was laughing all the way, cos i was watching this stupid vid.
it's a korean guy singing touch my body- by mariah carey.
i was laughing all the way and gina was like saying that im a crazy girl.
or siaozharbo ;]
after that jiu choir ler. choir was lamee canns.
we went there. SYF members and non-SYF members were there.
so after physical warm-up to help our breathing or smth.
we were told to do seperate from the SYF members.
after we were seperated.
the teacher said;
T: alright , non-SYF members you may leave now.
we: Yay ! leave ? go home arh ?
T: yes you may leave and go home.
we: yay !
♥
lols right, and we were there for only 15mins for the physical and vocal warm-up ?!
hahas! my day was filled ;]

p/s: dear yuelong&samuel;
please take care and come back in one piece ;]
i wanna see 2 tanned guys on fri ;]
hahas, and i duno why im missing THEM D;
sad yeaaaa .hahahs!

♥Nana :]

sunday, please come as soon as possible. im awaiting ♥

♥emotionally

2009-03-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

hahas, boredom is killing me cos of a guy named YueLong.- the mr.sicko:]
okays. this post is gna b darn short. cos im bored and his playing his freaking guitar,
RIGHTNOW:[
lawls. it's the first time i saw him,in msn on webcam :]
his freaking wierd lawls .
but cute in a sense that, he doesn't make people really angry or smth.
but he made me damn angry, ONCE.
and i nearly hated him for pissing me off. mwahahahs.
im EVIL :]
oks, post done here:]

lovees; nana♥

♥myfreakingday.

2009-03-10T08:31:00.000-07:00

♥Sick on monday. went home after 1 period. slept till 1+, mum waked me up to have lunch . and i ate. but i was supposed not to eat cos, i already jio flo and ash to eat lunch tgt ..
sadly, i didn't ate with'em . i just watch them eat. they bought subway to eat, and i was like staring at them. while they eat. and i suppose that it's kinda rude :X Sorrrrrrrrrie :D
-
♥
-

2ndday:DD

went to sch as usual. stay-d back at sch's lab for pw D;
pw = kns & waste time.
but no choice. had to score marks for workkk . zzz
♥
Night-time.
KARATE class . freaking pissed at junior.
was playing like im his punching bag or crap. but luckily, he retreated-.-
i know, wierd right.
then a group of young boys were playing catching and stuffs :D
they're cuute :DDD
okays :x
then went home and bloggged .

♥ karate wasn't fun but annoying . total crap-.- ♥

♥escapethemepark.

2009-03-07T08:50:00.000-08:00

Escape theme park's trip wasn't very nice.
♥flo and i were nearly drenched and we were so darn upset.

♥Flo and i reached the escape theme park, and when we reached, dark clouds were already approaching. we wanted to buy the tickets and when Flo nearly bought i said , let's just wait .

Since theres no refund for unused tickets why risk ?

and yeah, we were lucky enough. we didn't bought cos the rain got heavier and heavier. But we left at around 4plus. Imagine us sitting dher like 2dummies waiting for the rain to stop. sadly&shortly later after we left, the rain stopped ==;
& we were like .. "uhh , should have stay-d longer there" but we managed to get rid of the "MRT sickness" and we made it through to Bugis :D

we took neos from 2 machines ==;

these are sum ups of wad we took :B
♥Flo please don't blame me for it :X
and we got takoyaki and mrt train-d home .
we were like spamming each other's inbox.
-Laughs♥-

♥i'll end here

♥ a day spent with florence was enjoy-able despite the rain♥